The most beautiful thing in the world called LOVE

Valentine is coming, did you guys know that? It is exactly one more day to go ~~

Well, it's not unusual to feel lonely at this time of the year. I guess we all been through these feelings before. I prefer to call it a synchrome, like the thing you couldn't get rid of and have to live with it. It's been really hard not to lean on someone for so long then suddenly you do have the need to have a date to be with. It's not something weird, it's all normal. I believe so and I try my best not to be fool just because I need someone, and that I couldn't fall into anyone so easily.

I am just gonna be here, telling you a love story, so special to me that I happen to witness. The story itself was so inspiring and was so beautiful that I feel like I could actually do the crazy confession thing right now.

I have a friend, a big sister that I appreciate so much. I met her 6 months ago at an English center. She is one year older than me and we quickly became best friend at the very first start. We share so many things in common and we talk a lot, but non of those related to boys or things like that. And then, one day, she told me that soon there will be her last day working there and before leaving she wanted to do something really crazy. She wants to confess her love. He - the lucky one - is currently a teacher, a foreign teacher in our English center, and he is of course , charming. They actually have so many interactions before but back then, he had a girlfriend. But now, he hasn't, so there's nothing to be afraid of. Therefore, my big best friend, she decided today will be the day. We have it all planned out, that plan A, she will get excuse to get out of class 5 minutes early to walk her way up to the first floor just to tell him how she feels and then thank him for listening to her. And then plan B, if plan A fell, then we would pretend like we were chatting when we saw him coming. And I would pretend that I have a phone call and start talking. She would say "Hi" naturally as he walking by her and start confessing. We really have it all planned out. And it was so perfect.

Except for one thing. He did come. But in the other direction. So, we were stunt for a moment and then rushed our way up, tried our best to get through the "big obstacle" in front of us - and fyi, that obstacle was actually another teacher trying to block our way as he thinks that we were into something interesting, and he just wants to mess with us as he always does. But we didn't make it. The target has gone. He has class to do and it is way too late at night to wait for him. So, we decide to go home. On the way home, I console her and add plan C that she will try one more time because there's nothing to lose and we have put so much effort into it. There's no turning back. Just go for it.

And she promises to come to class the next day, even though she has resigned, just to have a chance to talk to him.

Can you see how beautiful the feeling that she has is? It was so pure, so beautiful and so real. It's just so natural and so true that it even touches my heart. I feel so much happy just to be a part of it, to see her happy face and bright smile with a little shy whenever I teased her and her wide-open eyes whenever I gave her an insane idea. I am just so happy to see someone has so much passion and bravery to do the thing that one wanna do.

She didn't show up the next day, unfortunately. But, she texted him. All of it. And guess what. They have been talking non stop ever since. Valentine is coming and she has found her Valentine all thanks to her brave act and pure feeling.

Sometimes that's all you really need in this mad world. Something real, something simple and just like a struck of lighting, you just feel like "hey, I like this guy, and I will tell him that I like him, I know that he might not like me, but that's ok, at least I like him, and that's all that matter". No drama, no complicated, nothing, just two person honestly telling other how they feel.

I know Valentine is coming and that I shouldn't be so mushy like this, but sorry, I can't help it. It's Valentine Day tomorrow.

I just have so many fantasies of how I will find the one. He may be the craziest creature in the world that I have ever met. He may be so insanely funny in an unpredicted kind of way. He might say thing that I didn't expected and we would all laugh at silly things together. He has his own unique style of way to see things in its unusual kind of way. We will share things that we have all been waiting our whole life to find the one that we really could talk about with. We will cherish every moment together. We don't need a guarantee or anything, it's just the feeling when we be together that keeps us wanting to be together. He will laugh at silly things I said and done. He might think I'm crazy but that's ok, because I am crazy. I want to at least once in my life, have a chance to have a crazy madness unpredictable kind of love in the most unusual way.

Or I just met him and start saying "sorry but I think I fell in love with you", just that randomly. Or I was in my crazy mood and I saw a cute guy with a cast on his leg and all I could ever think of was "Hey, this one can't run away".

It's Valentine Day and it's ok to be crazy :)